YouMeEveryone

Motolani or Mo for short. 18. New Jersey. lefty. hurdler. talk a lot. wolves & bunnies <3. metal/hardcore/screamo/altern/indie etc.
MUSIC IS LOVE.

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seems like a lot of people just don’t invite me places.

At first I thought it was due to the many years I’ve been grounded & they weren’t sure if I was allowed. Then I thought maybe it’s because they assume I’m busy. Then it just hit me— it’s cause they’re not actually my friends. Of course they won’t invite me- they probably don’t even like me. And if that’s the real reason so be it. If it isn’t then it’d be because they’ve just forgotten me and I think that’d be even worse. I care, not gonna lie and act like I don’t. It bugs the shit out of my life but that’s just it—that’s life. Funny thing is I know it’s not how I behave cause I’m a good time; I leave the Debbie Downer bullshit at home. But whatever, I’m a big girl, I’ll get over it. I always do. Just know, I won’t forget it.


Posted: Saturday February 18th, 2012 at 6:50pm
Tagged: personal venting annoyed